plz 1 final plea

im sooo sorry for watever i did i cant find a good server thats worth a shit and just wanna play on my old server again i wont bother ppl or be stupid ive always loved this server plz oh plz im begging for the love of christ let me back on the server ill do anything ill rebuild or build watever ill stop with the stupid shit repair griefed houses help ppl do anything and i mean anything. just if u can find it in ur heart to let me on the server i would do anything plz this is my final plee

i just read something in the rules u have have to send a warning i never received a warning and wasnt kicked i was just banned.